An Important Announcement (Not An April Fool’s Day Joke)
I didn’t want to post this on April Fool’s Day, because I knew a lot of people would assume it’s a joke. But I hope the rest will notice that I haven’t been on Tumblr for over a week and know that I’m serious.
I have to start separating myself from Tumblr. I’m not going away for good, but I can’t be on this website like a used to. The reason? Tumblr affects me in a way that I don’t approve of.
I’ve seen this website affect a lot of people… most of them get depressed. Not me, though… this website just makes me ANGRY! And this is not like me at all! I mean, if you just walked up to me in real life and insulted me in the vilest way you could think, you’d be lucky to get a “That’s not very nice…” from me.
I know how my anger works. I’m sort of like an anger volcano. When something makes me angry, I store it away. And then more things happen. And the pressure builds and builds until I explode into a rage. Before Tumblr, these explosions only happened once every several months, if that. It was very rare. Now I find myself reaching explosion level at least once a week. And I don’t like it. I don’t like myself being that angry.
To all those people who follow me, I’m so sorry. But I don’t think you like watching me go into a rage any more than I like being in a rage.
I’ll still be around. I’ll still post stuff every once in a while. But I certainly won’t be on every day like I was. And I’ll be avoiding scrolling down my dashboard for I-don’t-know-how-long.
All I have to say is that I feel awful that such a small group of people has ruined this website for me. There’s so many people on here that I follow whose posts and stuff genuinely make me laugh. But all the laughter in the world is not enough to counter-balance the rage I get from that aforementioned small group of people.
And to this group… now that my rage has drained… I feel genuinely sorry for you guys. Because you do not, and will not, know the sort of peace that I’ve found. Nor will you find the thing that you are seeking. And, for that, I’m sorry for you.